Life is but a book..

watching the jayhawks game and tumbling about you..

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 18:11:37 -0500

my thoughts right now:

Sat, 15 Dec 2012 00:34:47 -0500

just hurry up and get to my house before my mother has a cow.

The fact that i dont have any friends right now really sucks

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 01:44:21 -0500

but at the same time i dont care because i have tumblr

I feel like a dirty slut but i still wouldn't change anything about tonight(;

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 23:58:13 -0400

Photo

Tue, 03 Jul 2012 23:26:58 -0400

I still pull my hair out. I still make myself throw up. But thank you for all your help.

Tue, 03 Jul 2012 23:26:00 -0400

I didn’t want it. You were just lovely to have around though.

when one door closes another door opens.

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 01:54:48 -0400

well.. theres a door closed, now wheres the next?

It shouldn't bother me, but it does.

Tue, 05 Jun 2012 22:40:30 -0400

If he makes you smile every time you see him, is he worth the tears every time he leaves?

Sat, 26 May 2012 19:07:00 -0400

Newest.

Wed, 23 May 2012 16:08:51 -0400

I am symbolic, they tell me. I am meaningful, they tell me. I have a purpose, they tell me. I stand here with my cracks and imperfections and they tell me, you are loved.

Yet all they do is break me, or make me as they call it. They dig at my skin, they pound, tear. When I try to fight back, they try to change me even more. They pick up they’re test tubes and experiment, they pick up their blueprints and they build, they open up their factories and they destroy. Nobody cares to think about how I feel, how I react. The few who do are out number greatly by the many who don’t. I’m walked on, worked on, and wailed on. I’m forgotten about. I’ve changed a lot over the years, but so has my surroundings.

I represent the planet. The one you all care oh so much about. These wires, this metal, it represents what you’ve done to me. I’m about to break, be done. But the metal holds me together. You’ve destroyed me, but now you try to fix me.

Nobody knows when I will be done. When ill finally crack.

I hope you all realize, when I’m done, you will be too. There is no you, without me. I am the base of all you are. I hold the key to your being.

You should respect, because without me, there is no you.

Photo

Tue, 22 May 2012 23:11:54 -0400

life

Tue, 15 May 2012 16:44:51 -0400

Well it's been a fantastic day... Glad I woke up(:

Fri, 11 May 2012 23:44:38 -0400

I refuse to wake up.

Thu, 10 May 2012 23:13:41 -0400

Tomorrow won’t come.

some times i just wanna cry.

Sun, 06 May 2012 21:30:18 -0400

Nervous as fuck.

Sat, 05 May 2012 10:29:54 -0400

none of my thoughts are sitting right with me anymore.

the problem with hopeless crushes is you end up getting crushed.

Sun, 29 Apr 2012 22:15:34 -0400

so fucking hurt

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 23:50:53 -0400

i didnt know you could be like this. i didnt know you would rip my heart out. i cant believe this. my heart..

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 23:46:18 -0400

FUCK OFF.

Can't wait to be home..

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 17:19:48 -0400